12:51

2008-07-05T13:12:00.003+08:00

Trip on a Starcruise Superstar Aquarius!

Disembarked at thailand and took a bus to PATONG BEACH!

My friends!

While walking, we came across an interesting sign

Shopped shopped and shopped....

Felt hungry and we went to Mac to have our lunch!

I ordered a double fish fillet meal! the food was alright i guess...

2008-06-09T22:21:00.000+08:00

Singapore Flyer!

2008-04-17T18:19:00.001+08:00

Get well soon ya!
=)

2008-04-04T16:25:00.004+08:00

Outing with rach ! =)

Dont dare to face the camera lol.

Clare's bday cake! Yummy!

Clare's portion of the cake.

End

2008-04-02T23:23:00.002+08:00

School's starting soon, hope i'll be able to cope!!!!
New environment, new friends, new teachers, new food!!!
Basically, everything is new
except you =)

Tallulah

2008-03-17T16:01:00.002+08:00

Remember when we used to look how sun sets far away
And how you said "This is never over"?
I believed your every word,and I guess you did it too
But now you say "Hey, let's think this over"

You take my hand and pull me next to you, so close to you
I have a feeling, you don't have the words
I found one for you, kissed your cheek, said bye and walk away
Don't look back 'cause I am crying

I remember little things you hardly ever do
Tell me why I don't know why it's over
I remember shooting stars, the walk we took that night
I hope your wish came true; mine betrayed me

You let my hand go, and you faked a smile for me
I have a feeling you don't know what to do
I look deep in your eyes, hesitate a while
Why are you crying?

Tallulah, it's easier to live alone than fear the time it's over
Tallulah, find the words and talk to me, oh, Tallulah
This could be... Heaven

I see you walking hand in hand with long-haired drummer of the band
In love with her, or so it seems, he's dancing with my beauty queen
Don't even dare to say you "Hi"
Still swallowing the goodbye
But I know the feeling´s still alive, still alive...

I lost my patience once, so do you punish me now?
I'll always love you, no matter what you do
I'll win you back for me if you give me a chance
But there is one thing you must understand

Tallulah, it's easier to live alone than fear the time it's over
Tallulah, find the words and talk to me, oh, Tallulah
This could be...

Tallulah, it's easier to live alone than fear the time it's over
Tallulah, find the words and talk to me, oh, Tallulah
This could be...

2008-03-13T19:29:00.007+08:00

Random post.
just came across the video i took during 2007 Prom night
When tracy went on the cat walk is like WTF! haha!

jyss prom night 07

2008-03-09T08:43:00.002+08:00

OVERSEAS
From 9th March to 12 March
=)

2008-02-19T11:00:00.000+08:00

IM GOING TO SP?!!!!!
Anyone with me?
I guess not.....
Time to make new friends.

2008-02-16T22:11:00.000+08:00

Valentine's day, basically went out with rach, exchanged presents, yadayadayada.....

Mickey and Minnie!

Jumbo Seafood restaurant together with my family.

Well, thats all i guess...

2008-02-10T16:00:00.000+08:00

CNY gathering at my place!
Illegal gambling!!!

I won $100 during gambling woooo!!!! (as if)

Joel low the loner playing Battlefield 2

Deli, Xu ning and Jasmine watching TV

Guys and girls left the house after a group photo.

A few hours later.....
On the MRT with rach, FM and Candy to T3.

Random Photos

2008-02-05T11:00:00.000+08:00

Pictures taken during the cycling trip at East Coast.

Photo taken during Edwin's B'day celebration

Edwin with chocolate on his face!!!(1)

Edwin with chocolate on his face!!!(2)

Edwin with chocolate on his face!!!(3)

Photo taken on a plane!!

My mushroom toy!!

Photo taken during work!

Thats all!
ciao~

Avenged Sevenfold

2007-11-29T14:57:00.001+08:00

Yeah, you've been alone
I've been gone for far too long
But with all that we've been through
After all this time I'm coming home to you

Never let it show
The pain I've grown to know
Cause with all these things we do
It don't matter when I'm coming home to you

I reach towards the sky, I've said my goodbyes
My heart's always with you now
I won't question why so many have died
My prayers have made it through yeah
Cause with all these things we do
It don't matter when I'm coming home to you

Letters keep me warm
Helped me through the storm
But with all that we've been through
After all this time I'm coming home to you

I reach towards the sky I've said my goodbyes
My heart's always with you now
I won't question why so many have died
My prayers have made it through yeah
Cause with all these things we do
It don't matter when I'm coming home to you

I've always been true
I've waited so long just to come hold you
I'm making it through, it's been far too long
We've proven our love over time's so strong in all that we do
The stars in the night, they lend me their light
To bring me closer to heaven with you

(Bring me closer)

But with all that we've been through
After all this time I'm coming home to you

I reach towards the sky I've said my goodbyes
My heart's always with you now
I won't question why so many have died
My prayers have made it through yeah
Cause with all these things we do
It don't matter when I'm coming home to you

And with all that we've been through
After all this time I'm coming home to you

Into oblivion

2007-08-30T16:13:00.001+08:00

Enjoy the song!!!

Autumn's monologue

2007-07-01T18:46:00.001+08:00

Only you can give the breath of life.

the pieces are being brought back together again. =)

2007-07-01T18:34:00.000+08:00

value="http://media.imeem.com/m/161IED3tUW">value="transparent">embed
src="http://media.imeem.com/m/161IED3tUW "type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="3oo" height="80" wmode="transparent">

The pieces are being brought together again

2007-06-28T23:25:00.000+08:00

WHAT THE F?!

My aunt's my 'o' level mother tongue examiner??!!

how can that be?

I know its impossible, but its true.

2007-05-30T12:11:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! June holidays, supposed to be a time to relax. Instead, it is a time to work EVEN harder!!!!!! wtf....

Timetable
1) complete one maths paper 1 and 2 every week
2) complete three different school's poa paper. ONLY mcq.
3) complete english holiday homework
4) complete revising history, Social studies, Geography by end of this month.

WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sooooooooooo packed...

hope you guys out there are studying too! lols.
Nights!

2007-05-29T18:44:00.000+08:00

June holidays are here!!!!! but cant play.... =(
Need to seriously BUCK UP!!!!!! Lots and lots of homework and revisions to do!!!!
I swear im going to play till i drop dead after the 'o's.
WAHAHAHAHA!!

off to study!

Anthem(we are the fire)

2007-05-26T00:26:00.001+08:00

Turn your backs on your enemies, let those motherfuckers rot in their jealousy

2007-05-05T02:44:00.000+08:00

Just a quick post
I've been playing soccer most of the days after school for a few weeks......

Social studies exam on monday and i cant find my sec 3 social studies textbook! damn!!!!

Anyway, here are some pictures i took.

Thats all. Got to go and revise for next monday's exam!!!!!

2007-04-06T08:03:00.000+08:00

Damn! Its april already. Just one more month to the Mother Tongue 'O' levels exam!!

Ahhhhhhhh!!! And i havent start revising!!!! Sooooo dead.....

Anyways, i just came back from Rachel's bbq!! The 1st bbq that she worked her ASS off for! Rachel sacrificed lots of her time in planning for the bbq. And it paid off well!
Congrats Rachel!!!

It was GREAT!!! Totally enjoyed it! Especially when we're out at night walking in big groups in Changi. Went to explore Old Changi Hospital.
When we got there, there was also other 2 groups like us exploring the hospital. HAHA! Tourist attraction eh? Well, we explored till the 7th floor? yupp then went out of there as quickly as possible. Luckily, i saw nothing. =) Although some claimed they did. The whole thing was quite spooky though. Great adventure!! Lol.

After the 'adventure' rachel's dad called and told us that whether if we wanted to look at some 'gays' in Changi Village or not. We're all so excited!!! Dont know why.. LOL. Off we go, girls took the car and boys walked. =) see how gentlemanly we are! LOL anyways, when we reached there, we saw NONE of them!! Zzzz BORINGGGGG. HAHA! Rachel's dad says that if we go too close to them and stared at them, they will chase after you!! DAMN! that was scary..... LOL

When we returned to the chalet, we played erm the 'One frog jump plop', 'two two frog frog jump jump plop plop' game. Lol.. Fairuz and friends told some racist jokes and VIVIEN, told us a 'dirty' joke. I thought it was LAME. Well, it was supposed to be LAME. hmmmm, after that, some played mahjong throughout the night till morning. Some watched 300 the movie, and some played the PS2,while I, went to bed. When i went to bed, it was already 5oclock.
Slept till 8, woke up, brushed my teeth and helped out with the clearing up of stuffs. Lots of stuffs to clear! Edwin and friends left first. Damn, how i hate people who leave the chalet without clearing the mess they left. Not refering to edwin and friends. Refering to someone else. And how i hate people who come to the chalet to cause trouble...
Oh how i hate those type of people...

Anyways heres a few photo i SECRETLY took in the chalet! LOL

This is how Edwin sleep during the chalet

Clarence and friends playing mahjong in the room

Heres the Loner reading some magazines! Just joking! Thats Candy by the way.

Peeps playing PS2 in the same room

Alright guys, thats all the photos i have! Time for me to prepare and off for tuition!!!

i love you dear!!! thank you!!

2007-03-24T14:29:00.000+08:00

Just a few recent pictures i took using my handphone.
some of them are quite funny. just like the one below

Caught red-handed!!!! GAMBLING IN CLASS!!
see junyi's eyes??

Can you guess what's ben's card is? (actually i have no idea too HAHA)

This is the photo i took at a restaurant in ViVo. its a errr chinese medicine restaurant. Forgot whats the name already..
this is their tea. Isn't it cool? but its some expensive shit man...

while this photo was taken during erm the last day of chinese new year. It was taken in my condo. Its been a long time since i played the sparkles hahas. I used to get BURNT by the sparkles in the past. hahas..

thats all. =) goodnight!

2007-03-12T13:46:00.000+08:00

sorry for not updating!!!
hahas...
yeah for all those people who dont believe that ive cried, the answer is YES i cried.
Surprised eh? HAHA... I cried when i received the sms which my father replied. Damn... tears just filled my eyes...
WHATEVER.......

YAY!!!!!!!! the holidays are here! Even though its just a MISERABLE 1 week....
One week better than nothing right? lols...
Plans for the 1week holiday...
1)TRY to study
2)Train for the upcoming NAPFA test

hahas yeah. thats all.
not forgetting to meet her once in a while.. its been a LOOOOOOOONG time since we went out or even had lunch together....
DAMN!
I MISS HER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Off to dreamland to meet her!! bye!

2007-03-01T11:52:00.000+08:00

Changed my skin! (obviously)
Hope you guys like the new skin!

Finally, TA1 is over! Now, its GETTING our results thats haunting us every night when we sleep.

We're ALL running out of time! The 'O's are comin, REAL FAST. 2 more months and its our 'o' lvls mother tongue exam! Gosh....

Good luck to all!
Gonna take my dinner!

iloveyou, darling!!!!

2007-02-18T16:01:00.000+08:00

Happy New year to everyone!!!!!

Loft

2007-02-04T17:06:00.000+08:00

Firstly, We watched a show together today, it was a 6.50 show. LOL!!! when we were on the way to the cinema, we saw MR LOH and his wife!!! HAHA!!! he caught us red handed!!!!! HAHAHAHAH.!! its like WTF!!! he also watch movie de. The movie was 'LOFT'. It was supposed to be a 'scary' show when we saw the movie poster outside at the ticketing counter. http://www.loft-movie.com/ But in the end, it turns out be a CRAPPY show. As in we dont even know if it is a horror show or a comedy or romance? There is one part where the ghost is like 'spiderman' LOL. the person at our left said that. The peeps behind us also laughed like mad!!! The ghost doesnt look like it should be at all!!!! and theres a part when the ghost was walking towards the HUMAN and the human just stared at the ghost like not scared at all and heck cared the ghost LOL dumb fuck la!!!

We had a fun time watching the show. Although there was an embarassing YET funny.
You know what im talking about.

The movie seriously SUCK. WORST MOVIE EVER made.

After the show, we walked together towards her house. We sat down and talked. What a nice time we had together. We sang to each other. LOL. Warmness on the soul. Ahhhhhh........ How nice if we were adults and we had the freedom go out late at night. reached home about 11.40pm. and now, here i am blogging. =) I just so happy. thank you. Time to enter dreamland. see ya!

There's a snake in my house!!! AHHHHHH

2007-02-01T13:00:00.000+08:00

Just some photos.

Got chemistry and Maths test tomorrow!! Got to study!!

zooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooom!!! and i'm gone......

2007-01-24T09:31:00.000+08:00

I've got only one word to say.

SIGH.

i think i'm going down for a run. Run till i drop.

Run, to forget reality.
Run,Running away from reality.

2007-01-17T12:31:00.000+08:00

Full of freaking Homework.......Boring shit. dont feel like doing any of them. just wanna SLEEP!!!! HAHA. sigh its the 'O's this year. damn shit. how i wish there wasnt any of such things. fuck exams man........

We do not die a virgin cause in the end,

Life fuck us all.

HAHA.

Bye!!! got to go. homework's calling for me!!!!

love ya ALWAYS!!!! by the way what does ILYTM,B ????? Can you tell me please?

2007-01-06T11:56:00.000+08:00

Ahhhh Fucking sian.
School reopened. So damn

BORING

So many homeworks.

I'm so lucky. I didnt get caught for my hair!!!!
HAHA!

wtf i got to go. my mum kp. bye!!

2006-12-31T09:31:00.000+08:00

Hahas. Pls1 LOL!! okay la rachel, i'll blog for your sake. =)

Wow! Its been 19 days since i've blogged. Hahas.
Man, How time flies.

Watched Death note 2 at The Cathay. wow what a big theater.
4 more days till school reopens.
luckily school doesnt start on a MONDAY.

School ends at 4.45pm!! on monday la. FUCK!!

And one funny thing is, the fucking admin arranged our PE lessons AFTER reccess!!

How are we gonna exercise? I'm sure everybody will PUKE. HAHA

Im not gonna imagine that scene. Hahas funny shit.

Just imagine the whole class puking, with all the nasi briyani, milo etc coming out.

HAHA!!!!!

Secondary 4.

'O' levels.
The exam that decides our future.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

Damn.. how am i gonna survive?!

2006-12-11T16:20:00.000+08:00

First things first.

SORRY.

I'm sorry for all these happenings recently. So sorry really. Someone please help me?
I really didnt mean what I typed in my personal message.
Sigh.

I wanna be your MARS chocolate! your LUCKY honey star, your sweet lil' prince.Your everything.

Give me one LAST chance.
Please?

I know that its my fault. Why dont you just admit it? Why? Why everytime you would just push the blame to yourself? WHY?
I just dont get it.

Damn! still remember this was the first picture we took together. Look how happy we were.
How I wish there was a time machine to turn back time.
But too bad, there isnt any.
sorry

2006-12-05T04:30:00.000+08:00

Its lunch time here at my dad's office.
I've got no money to have my lunch!!!! I forgot to take money from my dad! damn! Now i have to drink cans of Pokka greentea to fill my stomach... =.=

I thought this picture was nice so i uploaded it.

2006-12-03T15:30:00.000+08:00

Just a random post. I've got nothing to do. Life is so damn weird, its like i'm missing something when shes gone.

I'm missin her!!!!! Zzzzzzz

This is the picture i took. And i thought it was nice. Hope you guys like it.

Taken during my cousin's wedding dinner. Is it nice??

I thought that these pictures were nice so I 'stole' these photos from FM. Wahahah! I'm a freakin THIEF!!

Thats all for now.
goodbye!Sigh, I miss her so much. Can't wait till she comes back. Waiting.....

2006-12-02T09:46:00.000+08:00

Here I am, in my dad's office blogging.
It's already 5.30pm and all the workers left. I'm all alone in the office using the com to blog Hahas. Where in the world can you find a job so good? Jealous eh? hahas
Free transport to and from work, can take leave anytime, AIR-condition, free lunch, can listen to music, blog, chat AND most of all, you get PAID. WAHAHAHA!!!! =)

Damn! I think i'm a SPOILT brat. Hahas!!

Zzzz, but sometimes, you've gotto to what you've been told to do. Like, wash the lorry, do some manual work such as ermm carrying HEAVY ( REAL heavy no kidding) loads, grinding, filing.
Sometimes i get to 'vandalise'. As in using the spray paint to paint the spare parts.

aiya my dad's here already. So long SUCKAS! wahahahah bye!

2006-11-30T07:57:00.000+08:00

Changed my blogskin cause it seems to me like everybody is changing theirs.
So, I did too! hahas. Follow the crowd.

Hope you find it alright.

Back to work.

2006-11-29T16:01:00.000+08:00

Watched Saw III . Wtf man so damn sick.
But the story is nice. All the SAW movies all got twists in it. Damn exciting.
Damn it man, the show is just sooo damn BLOODY.
In the end, the cancer patient and Amanda died. WHAT A TWIST.
SAW III rating 4 out of 5 stars. Its a MUST watch. =)

I'm sure that there is goin to be a SAW4 comin out.
Eagerly waiting.......

And ya, happy third month =) .

So sorry leh I not free. =(
SORRY!

Off to dreamland.
I'll be missin you.

2006-11-26T09:22:00.000+08:00

Oh God damn it.
Lost my freakin wallet yesterday. Whats worse is that I left it on the Freakin bus!!!!
How fcuking careless can I be?
zzzzzzzzzzz

Life without my wallet feels so damn weird.
It's as if that i'm missin something.
Sigh.

Now, I can only HOPE that theres a KIND SOUL out there to return my wallet to me

with the cash still in there.

okay, off to bathe then to wedding dinner at HYATT hotel. WOOOOO!
hoping. Yea, i miss our secrets

2006-11-21T11:10:00.000+08:00

I BLOGGED!

hahas! Those people who are reading must be like =.='.
ahahs!!!!!

at least I wrote something right?

lols.

off to dinner!
We'll make it. I'm sure.

2006-11-20T15:09:00.000+08:00

What a %#$^$#^& day it is today...
I just don't know wtf is wrong with me today.
What made me say that $^#@ out? I shouldn't have said it out.
It made her so damn sad. And i'm so guilty.

I DESERVE THE DEATH SENTENCE.
I SHOULD BE SENT TO HELL.
I DESERVE THE WORST EVER PUNISHMENT THERE IS.

I'm sorry.

Can someone please kill me or something?

2006-11-17T04:30:00.000+08:00

Long time since I blogged. Been working at my dad's office. ahahs.
And now, i'm using the computer in his office to blog. WOOW!
It's lunch time now.

Sigh. I feel so damn freakin useless here(dad's office). All I ever do is to scan job cards.
There is a problem the workers encountered. And I can't help.
DAMN! feels so useless......Zzzzzzzzz

Aiya... off to lunch la....BYE!

2006-11-10T15:40:00.000+08:00

What an enjoyable day it is.

Sigh, I caused her to be late. Sorry!
Damn! I've chem homework still havent do! Zzzz.
Never mind, I shall go to school tomorrow and COPY!
Wahahaha. What a good idea. =)

`O ya sumi? (is it spelled this way?)

It was some AWESOME shit back there. =)

2006-11-08T06:50:00.000+08:00

Once you start, you can't stop.

The feeling is like sooooo damn shiok.
It's just so damn addictive, just like taking drugs.
But it's different from drugs, you won't die.

O god, how I miss our 'secrets' .

2006-11-05T15:59:00.000+08:00

First of all, HAPPY BIRTHDAY bro! Wish him a happy 18th birthday even though I know he doesnt visit my blog. hahas.
Went to Pizza Hut to 'celebrate' my bro's birthday. It was quite a sumptuous meal. Especially the pizza with cheese in the crust.

DAMN! I wanna eat it again!

Had dinner at my father's colleague house. House warming. Nasi Brayani, mutton, chicken curry. It's some spicy shit. But it's nice. Went home, played computer games for a while, and here I am, BLOGGING.

I'm thinking about the phone conversation we had yesterday, and I think that

LIFE'S JUST SO DAMN UNFAIR!!!

Especially to her.
Why must the people around her give her so much pressure? It's also not her fault.

SIGH......
Can anyone help us find a solution to this problem?

`Off to dreamland

O, how I miss you.....

2006-10-30T15:15:00.000+08:00

29th of October 2006,
Is definitely a date which I will never forget. =)
Oya, first of all, HAPPY BIRTHDAY Ric!
May all your wishes come true! Good luck with your WY! Hope she say YES.
hahas.

Ahhhhh. YAWNSS. Soooo tired, all my energy gone after I did - . HAHA!
Copy you de. =p

`off to bed, dreamin of you....
I L Y, I R D. =]

2006-10-27T10:30:00.000+08:00

Last day of school, Wooo!!! hahas.
Played dai-di during prize presentation.
After school, she came to my house. =) Teached her how to play DOTA.
Lols..... O ya by the way so sorry for the cold hash-brown =(
I didn't know what came to me at that moment but I actually did it !!!!!! Hahas..
She actually Thanked me after I did it. LOL! Her face so damn RED.
Hey, thanks for the things you wrote down for me. Really, it's so damn touching. Ahhhhhhh. Thanks. =)

`Dinner time!
I found the right one too!!!!

2006-10-26T06:50:00.000+08:00

What's with this 7 thingy?
Candy wanted me to do this, i think it's LAME, but i'll do it as i see her as my friend...... hahas

7 random facts about me
-like metal songs
-Sucks in studies
-Don't talk much, especially in front of girls. haha!
-scolding vulgarities?
-Lovesss playing computer games
-likes to watch discovery & Nat Geo
-Lovess CUTE soft-toys

7 favourite music at the moment
- Her voice resides by Bullet for my valentine
-All these things i hate by Bullet for my valentine
-Tears don't fall by Bullet for my valentine
-How to save a life by The Fray
-Exo-politics by Muse
-Now you've got something to die for by Lamb of God
-The primer by Between the buried and me

7 people I fancy
-Too many.
Can't type it out, later those people whom I never mention scold me.

7 things I say most
-Fcuk
-Lame shit
-Loser
-Lols
-anything
-I love you
-I miss you

7 things I like the most
-her
-my mp3
-my computer
-screamo songs
-$$$$
-my hp
-skull t-shirts

7 things that scares me
-heights
-Dm?
-Going ITE
-death
-going on stage, performing
-walking through a DARK alley
-Lots of homework

2006-10-20T11:00:00.000+08:00

I just can't seem to make decisions. I'm so sorry i spoilt your mood that day.
Your'e not the clown, I am.
It's my fault, not yours, so dont blame yourself.

Hey, just wanna say THANKS for everything that you've done for me, and PLEASE DO NOT always think that your'e the EVIL one always mistreating me or ill-treating me while I'm like the 'angel' .
Okays? hahas i just like the way you say okay? with that tone, so damn CUTE =P

`off to bathe!!!
10 days encounting!! =)

2006-10-17T01:00:00.000+08:00

WOoooooHooooo!!! Never go school today!!!! Wahahahah!!! But sad, i can't see her. =(
My parents want me to go see doctor, and i'm at home playing computer games... HAHAS =P
just received 'news' that my english marks for exams is 60.3 including oral. COOL! =)
and my physics get 49 NOT including CA marks.NOT cool. =( Hope i can pass. More 'news' comin right up. reported by : edwin KONG

`bye suckas!off playing games.Wahahaha!
I miss you!!!!

2006-10-16T04:15:00.000+08:00

Exams are over, I wanted to get a job, just nice, ben brother's friend's brother, has a job. Door to door giving out flyers. 1000 pieces for $22. I actually thought it was easy money, but who knows. Damn! I was scammed..... I shouldn't have taken the job..... sigh. So damn tiring la. They gave us 1 month to complete 8000 flyers with 8 people. How i wish i didnt took up the job.
Went to give out flyers. We started at around 8 plus. Ended at 10.30, and we still got lots to do. Freakin tired, furthermore, there's this fcuking haze... made my throat so damn dry...
I try to do finish the job as soon as possible. So i'm gonna do it today with my friends AGAIN. Hopefully we can finish it by today.....

`off to lunch!
your'e just so caring and thoughtful. I love you soooooo damn much. =)

2006-10-13T14:00:00.000+08:00

Had an enjoyable day today! All thanks to her. THANKS!
I'm looking forward to the next time!
Changed my blog skin cause it seems like ALMOST everyone changed theirs, so i changed mine too. =) hahas.
Hope you guys like it. I've included some songs of the band Bullet for my valentine for you guys to listen.
Tomorrow's death day. Are you prepared?
Well,i'm not. Good luck guys.

`off to sleep.
You fill my life with happiness, and i'm so lucky to have you. Thanks!

2006-10-12T05:25:00.000+08:00

First of all,

I'm sorry

If ONLY I sent that sms, all these things wouldn't have happened.
If ONLY I'm not so lazy.
Sigh.

And ya, if you've got any thing just say it out.

Don't keep it all inside. Okay?
At least you made me realise my mistakes so that i'll not repeat my it again.
Thanks.

I will never end it. No matter what. I promise.

2006-10-11T08:20:00.000+08:00

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
No more freakin exams. Its like AFTER ALL THESE YEARS, been waiting for this moment.
After the exams, played soccer with my 'gang' . Its been a LOOOOONG time since we played soccer together.
Sigh, although the exams are over, there is still one more obstacle and that is getting back our results!!!! Can't imagine what type of results i'll get for the exams. Hopefully all pass except MT which i know that I surely won't pass. AND what's even worse is that our marking day is only ONE day....... Zzzzzz. So, i'll make full use of it. I already have plans for that day. =)
I'm waiting for thursday to come.

`bye!
hey, i'm really sorry for today. =(
I'm waiting for thursday to come. I'm just SO DAMN IMPATIENT!!!!!!!!!!! hahas

2006-10-08T15:50:00.000+08:00

Wow, most of the exams are over. Left with 3 more papers, 2 more days, after that, FREEDOM !
wahahah then i'll be king!!!!!!!! I shall rule the house ! muahahha.. lols
I'll stop here for today, cause she's waiting for me to sleep first before she could sleep so, GOODNIGHT!

hey, i hope you don't feel neglected or something, cause i'm always playing games and thus, neglecting you. =( so sorry.

2006-10-05T11:15:00.000+08:00

Estimated results of the recent papers.
English - 55>
P.O.A paper 1 - 60>
Cl paper 1 - <51
Chemistry - 60>
Social studies - 50>

There are still lots of papers to go! Tomorrow's geography. sigh hope i pass geography this time round.

`off to study.
hey, i'm still waiting for the surprise. Hahas

2006-09-30T12:20:00.000+08:00

She told me to blog so I did =) Lols. Wow, english exam was quite a disaster. Especially Paper 1 . DAMN ! it was hard. For section 1, i chose question 3 WTF!!!!!!! I wrote crap la. Zzzzz. Hope I pass my english.. Fingers crossed. Sigh.... Thats all. Off to study!!

`bye!
take the initiative!!! Dont be afraid!!!! JIA YOU!!! =)

2006-09-24T09:40:00.000+08:00

Wow, its like FINALLY, i have the chance to BLOG. Hahas, I'm addicted to blogging.
Anyways, I've got nothing much to blog about. My life's getting boring and even MORE boring..
Ya, there's a new song that I really like and it is Lips of an angel by Hinder. I really like the lyrics of the chorus. It goes like this -> It's really good to hear your voice, Sayin my name It sounds so sweet, Comin from the lips of an angel, Hearin those words, It makes me weak.

One last thing, just wanna wish ZJ a speedy recovery. Yup.
`bye
Hey, don't you worry, I'm fine. And Thanks, for your concern. =)

2006-09-20T09:40:00.000+08:00

Haha! After she said I **** *** ***. WOOOOOOOW!!!!!!!!. Can't describe the feeling that I was feeling at that time. =) Wahahaha!!! I didn't know that she's waiting for it.
Anyways, EXAMS are coming. have to seriously START revising NOW.
IT'S NOW OR NEVER guys. Good Luck.

so, CYA!
will be missin her.

2006-09-18T11:32:00.000+08:00

Basically, I stayed at home the WHOLE freakin day. TRYING to study. It's just that there were TOO many distractions..... ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I still have ss, geog and an ESSAY to write the topic is LIFE IN 2030. WTF how am i supposed to know that. piece of shit. Dont feel like doin it. It's like exams are round the corner and the teachers are still giving us homework to do. FCUK!

`pissed offed
<3>

2006-09-17T13:38:00.000+08:00

Three words, I MISS HER!!!!!

`thats all.bye!

2006-09-16T15:10:00.000+08:00

Rain, rain go away come again another day.
What a RAINY day. Rained for almost half a day. DAMN, everything's wet. Zzzzz
Went to a coffeeshop after school with her and had our lunch there. Ate roti-prata while she had chicken rice. Lols, I saw a cockroach on the floor running around but I didn't tell her. haha! but in the end, she noticed it. Lols..
Supposed to be studying after my dinner but I fell asleep. =( wtf

`bye! off to Zzzzzzz
She seemed to be normal. I didn't know that she was sad in the inside. what a failure I am.

2006-09-15T12:30:00.000+08:00

Exams, Exams, Exams......... In my eyes there's only one word and that is "DIE".
Someone please help me in my studies!!!!!
Hey, people, I've got a NEW nickname and that is 'DIANA' WAHAHAHA!!!!!!!
She gave me that nickname. Cool isn't it? hahas. I can't imagine that she actually wrote a POEM for "DIANA". How touching can that be? VERY right? Wahahahahas.

`thats all for now folks.
I'm touched. Thanks

2006-09-14T11:35:00.000+08:00

Yay!!!!!!!!! My predictions were right! I'm broke!!! I'm so ~~happy~~. Anyways, had lots of fun and laughter. Thanks guys AND girls. Rachel played DOTA. What a pro she is. Although she kept on kena "ganged" by zhanjie and Guoharn. =( In the end, I took my revenge. WAHAHAhaa!
That's so sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet of her, at that moment, i felt like a mama's boy, and that feeling was just so great.

~off to study
holding her hands till the day I die.

2006-09-13T11:35:00.000+08:00

Boring day today. Nothing much to blog about. Slept for four periods STRAIGHT. WHAHAHA!!
Damn sianz. But tomorrow will be an exciting one =) .
Okay,
I predict that tomorrow, i'm gonna be broke =) hahas. Lets see if my predictions are right.

2006-09-12T13:10:00.000+08:00

Today, something BAD happened. You guys and girls should know. I shall not mention it. Why is it that when i'm always with her, something bad happens? Previous time was that she got grounded AGAIN because she went out with me, next, was the shit as in SHIT landed on her. And now....... It's just like everytime i'm with her, nothing good happens.
Total bad luck.I guess
i'll have to admit that i'm her jinx.

sighhhhh.

2006-09-10T13:40:00.000+08:00

I'm dedicating this song, Warmness On The Soul by Avenged Sevenfold to you. I find the lyrics of this song VERY meaningful. It contains all the words that I want to say to you.
Here are the lyrics:
Your hazel green tint eyes watching,
Every move I make.
And the feeling of doubt,
It's erased.
I'll never feel alone again,
With you by my side.
You're the one,
And in you I confide
And we have gone through good and bad times.
But your unconditional love,
Was always on my mind.
You've been there from the start for me.
And your love has always been,
True as can be.
I'll give my heart to you.
I give my heart,
'Cause nothing can compare in this world to you, whoa, oh.
And we have gone through good and bad times.
But your unconditional love,
Was always on my mind.
You've been there from the start for me.
And your love has always been,
True as can be.
I'll give my heart to you.
I give my heart,
'Cause nothing can compare in this world to you, whoa, oh.
I'll give my heart to you.
I give my heart,
'Cause nothing can compare in this world to you, whoa, oh.

Hope you like it.

2006-09-10T09:00:00.000+08:00

One of favourite songs currently is Tears Don't Fall by Bullet For My Valentine. I like the starting part where the guitar plays, and the chorus of the song just simply rocks.
You should try listening to it.
The lyrics to the chorus of the song ->
"There's always something different going wrong, the path I walk is in the wrong direction, theres always someone fucking hanging on, can anybody help me make things better."

`bye!
off to work as in doing homework.

i'll get used to it, eventually...

2006-09-09T13:56:00.000+08:00

Came back from the food fair, saw her quite a few times. Had quite a few Close Calls. ahhas
bought lots of stuffs back. Restocked. Woo!

2006-09-09T08:48:00.000+08:00

Wow, just came back and now i'm about to go out. cool. Goin out with my aunt and mum to Singapore Expo for the Food Fair. By the way, she's goin too! hahas hope to see her there.
fingers crossed.

bye!

omg, i think i'm addicted to blogging..

2006-09-09T06:43:00.000+08:00

Just came back, from our "gang" meeting, Jiajin bought an Adidas shoe. adicolor so damn cool, you can change the color of the stripe. after that, junliang and I went to IKEA and ate two hotdogs and a cup of coke for just ONLY $2.70, so damn full, while the rest of the "gang" went to KFC. After that we met up and went home. Took No.14 direct bus home. Damn! the journey so damn long. Pass time by chatting with "gang".

imissher

2006-09-09T00:57:00.000+08:00

Ahhhhhhh, a new day, means a new start to everything.
Felt so much better after yesterday's incident. Got to bathe, prepare to leave the house

iloveyou. I always do

2006-09-08T16:00:00.000+08:00

Argh, SCREAMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Listening to songs that I dont like, trying to comfort myself. I felt like crying, the moment i typed it out, i knew that i was lying to myself. She called me, after that, knowing that i'm not okay even though i said i was. We hung up after a SHORT while. Chatted online thats when I started to feel so much better after she said that.

Tomorrow's a new beginning, a new start to everything, so there's nothing to worry about. Got to sleep now, have to wake up early and meet my "gang".

bye`
I dont want it to end, no matter what i'll never end it. I promise

2006-09-07T14:57:00.000+08:00

Had loads of fun and excitment, Thanks guys AND girls. You guys just gave me the best present that I can have.Thanks AGAIN
As expected, i'm broke. But all's worth it =)

Am I her jinx?

2006-09-05T06:36:00.000+08:00

First thing that I got to do is to THANK zj, for his present =) Thanks.
Went to school for POA revision, after that went to lavender, make my IC, together with ben and gang. went to Bugis wanted to buy bag instead i bought myself a wallet.....i'm broke. sob
Ben was scammed HAHA! Too bad for him, didnt went to see every store. Bc bought himself a converse shoe. went home straight.
bye! off to bathe

ciao~
imissher.....

2006-09-03T11:32:00.000+08:00

Wow. another day till my birthday, and i'm not excited at all.
How can this be? Hmmmm...

2006-09-02T09:33:00.000+08:00

I'm speechless in a good way.
i'm so touched for what she did.

2006-09-02T02:37:00.000+08:00

I just dont get it.
Arghhhhhhhh.Listening to songs, comforting myself
Iv'e Sinned..

2006-08-29T08:55:00.000+08:00

I blogged!!!!
Woooooo
wahahaha
omg
im so damn lame...

2006-07-28T07:42:00.000+08:00

today morning, went to tampines interchange, meet clarence,dennis,kookit,boonchong,ric and ben who was always late.
Went to Macdonald's to have breakfast, i ordered only ice milo.ate untill 8am then ben arrived.what a loser he is.. he come then never buy anything then we go take 291 back to school.
after school, ben and edwin suggested me and junliang to take cab. we agreed me,edwin,ben,junliang and jiajin wanted to get into the cab then the driver do not allow 5 people so jiajin decided to take bus. so sad pangseh him...
we met a RACIST taxi driver who was racist against INDIANS, his name was Kho Siam Huat, he said that it was very hard to earn even 1 cent from the indians and that the indians will backstab you when you are in trouble
LOL we all laughed.He told us that if he see and indian customer, he would ignore them LOL.
racism......

2006-07-27T08:23:00.000+08:00

i wish i could be the one to walk you home, share your pain and misery

i lack the courage to tell you personally that i like you.....

civil defence talk was LAME, a total waste of time.

2006-07-18T09:52:00.000+08:00

first school day after the OBS camp is just so boring.
today i slept for at least 3 hours?
after reccess sleep untill 1.15
go home
went to TM and eat LJS with ben,clare,dennis,koonkit,boonchong,edwin,junliang and jiajin
after that wanted to watch movie,but all the movie too shitty
so, we decided not to watch and postponed it to next week watch
NACHO LIBRE!

2006-05-30T10:58:00.000+08:00

Man, these few days my family in chaos . We, the children have let our parents down....
firstly, me I was suspended, next my shitty results
secondly ,my bro, got lesson also dont know untill SP sent letter then my parents saw mother nag nag nag.....
thirdly, my sis , workworkwork untill sick coughing all the way my mother says serve you right
got school also go and work night shift

damn it! got maths tuition from now on, every Saturday 2pm to 3.30pm
SIANZ...

2006-05-26T10:47:00.000+08:00

practically im not dead HAHA how can this be?

2006-05-24T06:44:00.000+08:00

great, im suspended.......... for slamming the door
mr silva called my father. now im at home. preparing for the worst that has yet to come.
tonight 8pm Judgement Day.

2006-05-14T11:59:00.000+08:00

days after the exams supposed to be great however 2006 after the midyr exams sux
the day before the physics paper. its was in the afternoon , i was playing the com
when my mother called and say you better study cause maybe tonight you go to go to
Singapore Casket as your grandfather died. when i heard that i was like wtf! what happened?
a few weeks back he seemed alright and now.......
thursday after my last paper, went to singapore casket to visit my grandfather.stayed till 11+
returned home feeling tired.slept at 1.30am
friday,early in the morning, went to singapore casket again.returned home at 11.30.
today, was the last day. my grandfather was sent to the mandai crematorium.omg i think it
was the saddest day of my life. when my grandfather was sent into the "fire".everybody started to cry even my father it was the first time i saw my father cry.man it was a sad scene.
ate lunch,went back to mandai crematorium to collect the bones.after that went home.
it was like everybody had forgotten about todays incident.everybody seemed normal. i was glad.
my grandmother is a strong woman.

2006-05-07T01:48:00.000+08:00

monday ss and chem paper and i left my ss file in school!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WTF
man, akk i can say is that im a dumb ass............ nvm at least there is joanne to accompany me HARHAR she left her ss file in school too!!!!!!!!!!

2006-05-02T20:43:00.002+08:00

english paper 1 i chose question 3,which was the building of intergrated resort will bring benefit to singapore's economy and society.

I ask you is an intergrated resort a casino?????????? if the answer is no, i have failed immediately. estimated result: 25/50 or fail

Maths paper 1

its was not so difficult as i had expected. estimated result: 25/50 and above

English paper 2
result: fail

2006-04-24T05:54:00.000+08:00

at last speech day is over, now i can relax
knowing that there is no more speech day rehearsals
but there is one big problem ahead and that is the
midyear exams. Im not fucking prepared for the midyear
2 more weeks and counting..........
good luck guys

2006-04-19T12:01:00.000+08:00

just got promoted to sergeant HAHAH lol
forgot to bring history textbk home........
cant do history hw sianzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

2006-04-18T07:57:00.000+08:00

after school,went to FOOD PALACE with friends ,ate chicken rice,
saw weeyee and adelene,and i said "weeyee you suck!" ahah
after that, went to cut hair with ben
first time haha...........
went home after that
i need to bathe now bye!

2006-04-17T11:50:00.000+08:00

today's sunday was a great one,in the morning
my parents told me to accompany them to eat breakfast
at Killiney Kopitiam in siglap, after that go east coast cycle
at first i was reluctant
but for my parents sake, i have to go......

Ate breakfast at Killiney Kopitiam,ordered,2 bowls of porridge,2 half-boiled eggs
and 4 piece of kaya toast.After that went to east coast,rented bikes,rode to safra resort
and back.we returned the bike.
suddenly my mother wanted to try out rollerblading, and im like omg .....
my mother took the rollerblades from my younger sister and put it on.

she tried standing up but couldn't................ she was like "bu ke yi!,bu ke yi".
every move she made, she was like unbalanced but after 1hr,she was able to STAND steadily.
we were all tired,so we went back to the car.
my mother said her ass damn pain after rollerblading ahha

2006-04-16T05:46:00.000+08:00

nowadays, everything to me is just SHIT
especially my cca. hate it.
ya and the midyr exams are coming FAST!
i'm freaking out right now.
chef - chocolate salty balls
you should try listening to it
ahah

2006-03-24T12:35:00.000+08:00

speech day for tommorow i wish im not in the marching contingent........... it is so fuking boring lar knn so many trainings, make me stay back after school for so many days .........................too bad mr loh have choosen me so i have no choice but to go......... i skipped 2 sessions of speech day already and mr loh caught me in the toilet!!!!wtf and he told me, boonchong and junliang better go for speech day

Hey guys, you dont need to worry that you will die a virgin, in the end, Life Fu*k us all

2006-03-16T12:23:00.000+08:00

this afternoon, went to Alexandra hospital to visit my grandfather, bought birds nest for him, in the ward, there was this crazy old-woman, she is crazy(mentally) she told the nurses in hokkien, I call the police and catch you!.She was supposed to be in the females ward and she came to the males ward . bed no.9, one malay patient went to the toilet then she came to bed 9, she wanted to sleep at the bed, the nurses said that this is males ward and she cant sleep here, you know what she said? she said 'i paid $15 and i cant sleep here? i can sleep anywhere i want. i call the police and catch you!' the nurses tried to hold her hand and she dont let the nurses hold her hand and said 'dont touch me,i call the police!' the nurses tried explaining to her but she dont even care and kept scolding them. it was like Omg wtf is she doing? then my mother and my aunt told her that the police station is here come i bring you. she is no child man she scolded my mother Lol. she kept saying that she wanted to call the police. then,the nurses told a male staff to act as a policeman loL. she really thought that he was a policeman hah that was funny.i pity the nurses......they cant do anything but to 'ren'.

preparing for tomorrow's boring,tiring,useless,f*cking camp.for 3 days wont be online, cant use the com,i will miss my comfortable bed im sure of that.
Off to polishing my boots!! byE

2006-03-16T05:06:00.000+08:00

Many things happened,in the past few days, last saturday, my aunt treated my family and relatives to dinner at Hai Tien Lou at Pan Pacific Hotel on the 37th floor. Woo,took the lift damn! the scenery was so nice.
Menu
1.prawn
2.peking duck
3.Buddha jump over the wall
4.scallop with vege
5.Noodles
6.Pork ribs
7.Steamed fish
8.Lemon icecream with grass jelly
my grandfather was feeling abit unwell so he went to the car and slept,10 plus we went home.

2006-03-12T06:42:00.000+08:00

10 march last friday, was npcc service day, instead of going to library for CIP, mr loh told me to go to np, actually i was reluctant but he said got badge to take so i went. wah got 5 new badges tt i actually should get long ago. feels damn gd wearing those badges. for the cip i may have to join 3e3,3e4 or 3e5 hmmm which class should i join? i wonder.holidays are here what are your plans? for me, i have none .
this is a comedy you should see this >http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DYHb9mHk0rU&search=rusell%20peters its a 45 mins show,comedy,vulgarites,racism,rating to be advised.

2006-03-09T10:11:00.000+08:00

my aunt just won 4-D $12,000, everybody come and rob me!!! haha just joking but life these days are just so boring, i feel that im an outcaste or something. i need something......something that will cheer me up or make me feel happy. i did badly for TA , low morale, cant do anything right.

2006-02-25T16:31:00.000+08:00

Just came back from Raffles Town Club,celebrated my grandpa's 80th birthday.
We booked 7 tables, and it costs 3k
While we are eating,there we performers like 3 people,2 guitarists and 1 guy holding the BIG thingy. they sang songs, my father went to tell them to sing a birthday song for my grandfather they rocked man
Menu: Birthday bum (they actually spelt it that way,supposed to be 'bun')
Roasted peking duck
sharks fin soup with beansprout
brocolli with scallop and prawn
noodle with duck meat
Vege with seaweed tofu
glutinous balls in red bean soup

After that, we cut the cake,took photos and we left
What an enjoyable day....

2006-02-25T11:27:00.000+08:00

Nothing much today,went to school,after school,ate macdonalds,then went home
Gtg and bathe then eat dinner bye!